Saturday, May 15, 2010

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Thanks for the comment, I, very inspiring! Because I want to continue from your point of view, I can say further: when you go with that flow (which was always one of my best friends during this life so far), you become really keen of this feeling: you start to feel like a leaf in the wind, like a car driven by others, or like (as you so poetically described :P) a "floater" in the toilet sink, and yes, the worst part of it is that it doesn't even bother you anymore. Somewhere along the way, you want to fight it, and you decide suddenly (like all lazy students do when they say that "tomorrow I'm gonna start learning something for my exam") that "Tomorrow I'm gonna do something with my life. I'm gonna plan a set of action which will guide me in my desired direction. Yes! This is what I'm gonna do: I'm gonna search the net for a real job, I'm gonna make new friends, I'm gonna read more...etc etc." and you plan, and you plan, and you keep on planing. And you're almost feeling happy about this planing and these decisions and you're really looking forward for the application of them in the real life, but then, just as suddenly as before... "Shit! I gotta pay the rent tomorrow!!!" And this is how everything is thrown out on the window and blown away in the wind.
This need for financial security has swallowed up all our courageous actions, has made us refuse the fulfillment of all our long-desired dreams and instead, filled us up with fear: fear of tomorrow, fear of trying, fear of releasing all our thoughts and honesty, even fear of believing in one's principles and standing up for them. All we can do is to gather penny by penny and to hope that one day we will be able to buy one wish. And now I'm wondering what happened with that bohemian soul of each of us... It was snatched, stolen, and devoured by the one and only: SYSTEM! :)) Why am I going back again to this word, one could ask? Simple: because, as I said previously, system= society, society= people, people= every me and every you (yeah, yeah, like that Placebo song...). I hope you've got the picture: the real "character" which holds the blame is the EGO of each individual.
This way of life in which each and one of us allow our self to live in, the relationships we are creating with each other, the mountains of depression which we gather in our souls, the boredom of each usual-work-home-day, the longing for the old days in which we were in high school or at University, without responsibilities and headaches, the longing for freedom will only lead to unhappiness.
Homework: will you dare?...

3 comments:

  1. Yes I will dare...and when i don't, I shall reflect upon "why not?" and go forth and eventually DO!

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  2. Solution: Get onboard a plane departing from Australia to LAX, on an OCEANIC flight... what can go wrong??? Keep it on with the good material.

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  3. And how do I get to Australia?! :)))
    Thanks, dear! I will try...

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